Solace...

Here and there,

 I searched for it everywhere.

In the temples and the churches

and in the prayers and the fair.

But, could found it nowhere.

The meditation did not heal

 nor did the supernatural charms.

If only I knew, my quest for solace,

would end in your arms.

Intoxication...

In my days and my nights,

and from the dawn to the dusk;

In my past and the present,

and in every bit of my essence;

Your fragrance I inhale by which 

my smile enhance. 

In the right and the wrong,

and in the rhymes and the songs;

In the stories and the poetries,

and in my mind and my heartbeat;

Your presence follow me everywhere 

like the shadow in the scorching heat.

How can one separate us?

When you have dissolved in me

like the deadly venom.
The more they try the more venom spreads.

How can one distant us?

When its not our body but 

our souls entangled.

The more they separate us, 

the more tangled gets our soul's threads.

In every thought that I think 

and the air that I breathe.

I feel you within me and also around,

intoxicating and giving me

the immense passion that seethe. 

The Battle Within...

I have always heard that happiness lies in the little things. And yes! I have learnt to enjoy the happiness in little things lately. But, in this meanwhile I have realized that I have even learnt to feel the sadness in little things.

Today morning when I woke up I heard my neighbours cat yelling so badly. I saw she was searching something vigorously everywhere. Initially I did not understand what was the reason. But when my mom told me the reason behind her grief my heart ached. Just 3 weeks back this cat has given birth to a very cute kitten. The baby was very active and naughty and would keep hoping all the day here and there. But, I got to know from my mom that since morning it was missing. It was a terrible moment to look at the mother cat searching her kid so helplessly.

I woke up with such a bad moment today and since than my mindset is very disturbed. Sometimes I feel the people who know us or meet us has an image about us that we are so strong. Our friends, our colleagues, our relatives, our siblings, our parents, nobody, absolutely nobody knows about the battle that we fight within. And all this is because we have mastered ourself in faking it.

"Its just impossible to mask sadness on your face when you are happy but its not difficult to fake a smile when you are dying inside" -Sonia

Anjaan raasta...

Yu he nikle the sair par, 

Na jaane chalte chalte ye kaha aa gaye ham.

Sahi raaste ko dhundte dhundte or bhi zaada ulajh gaye ham.

Har chehra anjana sa, har raasta andekha sa,

Is anjaan duniya ko dekh kar darr gaye ham.

Ab to naa aage badne ka hosala hai or na he piche jaane ki himmat,

Ek aise mod pe aake bas tham gaye ham...

Bliss...

I am experiencing an absolute bliss at this moment..

The bare open wide sky with those twinkling stars smiling at me, the naughty cold wind from the wide open windows playing with my untied hair and caressing my face, iPod playing the playlist of my favourite songs. The night journeys are such a bliss. I'm suddenly feeling this world is such a beautiful place to stay.

We are so very blessed to have music, breeze, nights, stars, words, smile, colors, friends, love. What else we need to make our life beautiful when we are blessed with such amazing things.. isn't it?

On the way to Bangalore with mom and aunt. I love this long 10 hours journey even more then reaching the destination.

The cry of the soul...

Drenched in the rain of mistakes,

Flowed in the waves of sins,

I try to stand,

Walk to cover the miles on the endless road,

Unaware of where I am heading.

The moment I feel I am on the right path,

The very next moment I am

trapped 

and tied to the cage of guilt,

From where escaping is just a myth.

Helpless I lie, in one corner of this dark cage,

I die hundred deaths every minute,

Lonely I scream, I yell,

Lonely I cry, I bleed,

None to heal.

I just wait to end this ordeal.

In this day to day life we commit so many sins and mistakes, we go against our ethics just for the temporary happiness, but in this meanwhile we always tend to forget the pain our soul undergoes each time we commit some sin.. 

Music Magic...

Finding its way slowly through the ears,

Ripples of magic spreads through out.

Intimating with every senses, like an elixir,

Heals each wound, pushes every hidden pain out.

Smoothening the inner toughness,

Caresses every single inch inside.

Intruding in the heart, runs through the veins,

Forgive the sins, soothes the mind.

Passing through the layers of the mind,

Cleansing each layer, reaches the soul.

Soul now immersed in its magical vibe,

Dances with stride, and hence purifies.